As in, I FUCKING WISH....
1) Papasan chair
2) Coffee table (for my balcony)
3) Those extra Edge cards
4) Aldos Shoes (bad girl)
5) Paint my crown molding
6) $200ish wall mount system for my TV
7) Couch
8) Body Kit for my xA
9) Paint my xA
10) everything for my xA (wt googly fuck)
ARG.
Saturday morning and I wake up to the scent of cold water, toothpaste, and the scent of his skin.
But I wake up alone.
Privatized a bunch of entries, something I should've done a long time ago. My friend (and sorta boss), Mordo, was going through Vox with one of our developers yesterday and they somehow ended up here. Mordo scrolled down and I had to lightly smack his arm.
This Vox is embarrassing, rry.
I've fallen
&I honestly, never wanna get up.
Have you ever met someone who was so perfect for you, but they're not your "type" at all? I did.. I've always been a firm believer in Jennifer Tidemann only stays with local boys, and when local boys are scarce, choose a beaner. I've found a cowboy. A bull riding, wrangler wearing, country music listening, white boy.. And he makes me happier than I've ever been. He's so cute.. He's so.. EVERYTHING. He treats me better than any guy ever has, he puts up with my bullshit, and tells me that even though I'm being moody, I'm not gunna run him off. He's all I ever wanted in a guy. We spend everyday, basically every waking moment together.. Except when we're working and we're not allowed to be with eachother. He's changed me.. For the better. I'm so much more open minded because of him. Of course, there's a catch. He has a month and 17 days left here, I however have 9 months and 5 days left. We keep telling eachother we're gunna make the best of it, and we're completely avoiding talking about him actually leaving.. But we know it's inevitable. We've become to domestic, and I love it. I stay out of trouble. He's the best thing to ever happen to me. This new years, I'll have my first real new years kiss. I'll take pix from the New Years Eve gala.. Which I'm SO excited for. I got a dress, and he's wearing a suit.. It's gunna be perfect.
Wish me luck, we need it.
I hate it here.
I quit korea.
What did you think you would never ever do... but did?
Submitted by Murky.Jeez. That's easy. Back when I was in high school I joined ROTC and hated the hell out of it. I hated being told what to do, when to do it and how to do it. I hated that I wasn't allowed to have piercings and I had to act a certain way, because, well frankly, it was the Army way! If someone had told me I was going to join the Army when I turned 18 I would've laughed in their face, and kept laughing. Now, here I am, sitting in Korea, a proud employee of the US Army.
Go figure.
Let's get these teen hearts beating faster, faster
My name is Helga. I am neither scandalous, nor and fabulous. I just have the tendency to whore myself to the universe (but emotionally!, never physically) every now and then.
By (popular?) demand, this is my private sex blog.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
(I am Helga and my lover has a girlfriend. He's hot.)
